klmat aghnyt htt mn aljnt haydy mwsy mktwbt kamlt. htt mn aljnt shrykt kl mshwayry wsahbt kl asrary ya sabqany fy tfkyry wamy wsahbty wdary....
klmat aghnyt skynt aldhnwb dyana krzwn ana lma bya fywm tdyq aldnya dy brwhlk warf` aydya llsma `ly twl wafdfdlk. dayma yarb fmhnty jnby ftryqy...
shwf want m`aya wslt lfyn `mrk mab`dt wla nsytny. wakhd balk dayma mny nsy altany wbtkmlny `mrk ywm maatkhlyt `ny. blqy s`adty rahty fy qrbk....
klmat aghnyt dl smr tarq sa`at btwh fy alasamy wdhkryaty almwlmt bsal dt `ady wla da m alkhwf. wtshdny lhnak walnas hna btlna nas wkhrjna balm`rwf...
allh `allqtt waldnya btzbt zbtt aljay bta`na walmady da klh awntt. m`dhwr ya akhwana msh mmkn mafyhash ghltt. allh `alsqft allh `altblt alrayqt....
ymkn nsyt nfsy bt`any qlby atksr w`yny waj`any. ana msh bkhatr bs alhwa mhbws fy jsmy fy hajt man`any. btlf trws thky masaty tkharyf wbtrsm....
awl ma qabltk ya hbyby wana hass an aldnya btdhkly w`shan kda bqwlk afdyk b`mry. lw knt fy ywm ttkhyl an alqrb mny hykhlyk kda knt ttmny mn zman...
twl ma ant yalhylh qbaly w`wazly qlqwa baly walmshy awqat almtr waldhk awqat alsfa. tmsk byk wdt kfayt `shan `shqak ana `ayzak kdt m`aya. msh bs...
ant `arf ya hbyby qbl mnk ya hbyby fatny ayh ana fatny dnya `shqtha hyaty jyt lwntha balfrht dy. fy hajat bttajlna wahw dh alnsyb `lshan fy khyr...
klmat aghnyt hnhb tany nda shrart dt ahna fy thwany `shna wbqyna atnyn jdad. qlbk nadany hsyt wjytlk fy alm`ad. lw knt fakr an hby lyk zyadt....
klmat aghnyt bta` mslhtk hkym khd albab fy aydk wamshy wansy ank `arfny lw jm`tna skt fy ywm a`ml msh shayfny. mahstsh bwjwdk `shan yfrq ghyabk....
klmat aghnyt bthn lyh mhmd alshly msh qlt rahtk fy alfraq msh knt mrtah m alkhnaq walsyrt dy. alwhdt b`dy krhtha hsyt bayh zwdtha wayh ally ttsamh...
knt btdyny alhnyt w`arf brdw twqf amty `ayshtny adman alhalh `lajy wmrdy wahd hw ant. tflh btrsm lsh tryqha tkhbt fyk matshwfsh bdalk mskt aydk...
m`qwlt nsy kdt rah bfraqy artah jrh yrwh wyjyb fy jrah. nsyanh mhslsh wlyh mabwslsh kanh mfysh fy mkan ytrah b`dyh fyn alaqyh. lw bs a`rflh tryq...
wdt kbryawh mdy`h wla z`ly qadr ymn`h wskwty mabqash ynf`h walhl fyn. dt ktyr hawlt afhmh msh qsdy asybh wandmh wlw alghyab hy`lmh hb`d snyn....
` alhbal btl`byna wlyl nhar hatt `lyna w`shan nrdyky mshyna ` al`jyn manlkhbtwsh. wyaryth `ajb wradyt wqadyt wra mnha qadyt anty lyh balzlm badyt...
bdwn mqdmatk yaryt tshwf hyatk yaryt trwh `shan t`bt mn ally fyh. ant asthlyt jrahy wjrhy lsh sahy yarb aghmd `yny anam waqwm nasyh. yarb afwq `...
bjd aldnya btbyn hqyqt alnas wana `rftk `ly hqyqtk mfysh ahsas hyaty htmshy msh waqft bjd `lyk. htyjy fy ywm wttmny akwn wyak tkwn fakr hqwlk....
khlyk kda btql fy `yny w`yn alnas kml waw`y tqrb tany allh ykhlyk. kl `maylk btakdly ana sybtk lyh kml wana hsm` wh`dy whdy` lyh wqt fy rdy....
dlwqty bs bqyt khlas t`rf ths `rft qymty lma y`ny mshyt b`yd. ana rayy tnsy alqst naqst `ly alnhayt n`ydh lyh ya hbyby tany mn jdyd.
almsdr...
kl ally byny wbynk ant kan aml ank tkwn ansan tby`y wmhtml. bs ant knt bsr`t btrwh mn aydya wbtakhd ally baqy mny m`ak fy thanyt. t`bt ashwfk....
asylt fy ns lyly dayma tjyly tqwly anh ya try wana bhky `nh hw lst byhky `ny. asylt bthd hyly dayma btjyly tqwly hajt ya try mwjw` dh zyy.
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`ady `alhady ya zbady mdrwb fy manjw dt almyks ally ana talbh akml `mry jmbw wadl` fyh. fyky fy `nyky mykanyky slhly qlby wbqwlha wmsh hkhby....
hbyby ayh byhsly lma ashwfk hbyby ayh byjraly lma aqablk kfayt bs yqwlwa lya `nk an ant hbyby. hbyby dt ally akhdny mn mkany fth qlbh sb` byban....
ana mn alnhardt nwyt akwn wahd tany hrmy wraya kl hajt ta`bany. `mlt yama whma `mlwa ayh `shany wmn wrahm wla ay khyr jany. wyarb ma thwjny....
qal anh fy b`dy shaf wylh lyaly ynady wla ajylh wghdrh zman df` tmnh dmw` wjrah. zman `dy wqlb halh wadyh `ly nyth adalh wana qlby hdy khlas....
yla khlas ahw rah mn baly bqy zy alhwa balnsbaly `ysht ana yama `shanh w`ash hw byksrny lyaly. rbna shahd ` ally asyth wally ana shylth fy `yny....
htklm ybqy tsm` blash `ynk tdm` lay hd asm` alklam bywj`. hjyblk all`bt hbyby mathdy lw shaghlk hat akhrk htslk hhbk. akhwk ` almzbwt antwa....
ya hbyby mn tany sm`ny hbyby swtk mwnsny. ahly byk thly, whtbqy ahly wahly twl ma ana wyak. jwy `aly ghna alhyat wyah glby ghyrh `ndy abtda....
jwy `aly qlby ghna alhyat wyah jnt glby ghyrh matmny alghram `ndy abtda. ywm jany kan `ydy hbh yjryly bwrydy la arady wmw baydy any ahbh.
