`ady `alhady ya zbady mdrwb fy manjw dt almyks ally ana talbh akml `mry jmbw wadl` fyh. fyky fy `nyky mykanyky slhly qlby wbqwlha wmsh hkhby....
yalfryd alnadr alghaly alasyl aljfa mnk hbyby ma aqdrh. qrbk ykhff `ly hmy althqyl whmsk yrtb fy rwhy alb`thrt. ant mn jdk tby lhbk dlyl ah lw...
adha rml alshary an`d akwl shkd ahbk aktbk ` alskhr walnas fwq almy tktbk. wbhsab alhyat walmwt ghaly whych ahsbk. `yny abghybtk mtnam w`yb ajfwny...
hbyby ayh byhsly lma ashwfk hbyby ayh byjraly lma aqablk kfayt bs yqwlwa lya `nk an ant hbyby. hbyby dt ally akhdny mn mkany fth qlbh sb` byban....
allh `wdny bghyabk wlf thany sdk yswh trwhlh mw fdwt whdh trwhlh mlywn fdwh. sdk hssny bghramh yshbk alswrt abmnamh ya ahsash wya klamh bal`shk....
bghramk tayh rayh walhlw lw akhsr ymk a`tbr rabh alghzl mylwg alwahd mkhsws alwjhk ant layg wga`d. ahb atghzl washwfk tkhjl ylly maynml hnank....
`lshan abqy wblash arwh lazm ant tfdl wyayh wlfyn ma arwh tfdl m`ayh. dt ana qlby sar mdmn hwaky w`nk msthyl ystghny yally rwhy rayht lyk.
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baljmal whybt alfkhry wal`yan wtrfk wshrh tnhb al`shaq baljbry `wd mwz whayf khsrh. byn rwd wjnt awkhdry raby mkhbay fy strh mazhr fy lmt alhshry...
as`b ahsas jrh alglb wany alwfyt bklshy lmn rht sar aldm` b`dk yghazl rmshy. mqhwr wbglby alalm `alsayr wyay mshklt alyhb mn sdg ytnazl hway....
ant akhtyary mn b`d nas hwayt want antsary mn harbt dnyaya. malyny kly tfsal jay wyayh gd matrt byk shft alnjm jwaya. abdylk mn awl ywm alshftk....
ana mn alnhardt nwyt akwn wahd tany hrmy wraya kl hajt ta`bany. `mlt yama whma `mlwa ayh `shany wmn wrahm wla ay khyr jany. wyarb ma thwjny....
qal anh fy b`dy shaf wylh lyaly ynady wla ajylh wghdrh zman df` tmnh dmw` wjrah. zman `dy wqlb halh wadyh `ly nyth adalh wana qlby hdy khlas....
yla khlas ahw rah mn baly bqy zy alhwa balnsbaly `ysht ana yama `shanh w`ash hw byksrny lyaly. rbna shahd ` ally asyth wally ana shylth fy `yny....
kl halwkt ma fkrt shlwn akdr bdwnk anh wtdry ant la any ahs alywm snt. wkl swrt hbyby byha dhknh whsh bdm`nh tnshaf wshysdh mkank mhd ysdh....
ashtakyt ana wjytk mhtaj hnytk raj` a`wd alrah samhny yarytk. akhdh al`mr klh waljay b`d ahly bs afrh wartah rwhy alk antyha. maakdr bdwnk....
jrb tghmd wtmshy balzhmt fjat ythwl `almk dlmt .. wtbqy khayf mn klshy atsdmt hdha haly bkl mat`ny halklmt .. mrtbk mhtar mdry shbyh whyrt wyay kl...
alyddk ma yslm yrj` lahlh baldm wlw ykhtfy bhfrt ay mn alka` ashl`h. fwt abzwdk amshy `ly aln`tal ahjy adha byhm mrajl aymwt wthkly akt`h.
maqdrt ant abd al`shrt alqwyt sdkny matrhm abd nbqy swyt. ant alb`t hby wlk mw any bay` walda` mw any abd ant ally day`. hbyth ay wsft.
htklm ybqy tsm` blash `ynk tdm` lay hd asm` alklam bywj`. hjyblk all`bt hbyby mathdy lw shaghlk hat akhrk htslk hhbk. akhwk ` almzbwt antwa....
bs la sdk tnsy al`shk lk any hm tnsany qlby alydk mn nftrk ywkf wamwtn any. blsh mn dmaghk hby ynshal wany amnyty atl`k mn dmaghy. mhyt asmy....
ghayb w`adhr zrwfk hty lw mqdr ashwfk abqy ahbk ma a`wfk balk tshk bklamy. lw rht lakhr amakn tbqy ant brwhy sakn any sh ab`yd lkn qlby baqylk....
hay alkhsarat adhtny whdy klby any mhrwk `alsar ddy. qahrny frkak bs allh `ndy la trj` arjwk lk hdha rdy. mnk hyl mmnwn yalbjyt al`ywn.
ya hbyby mn tany sm`ny hbyby swtk mwnsny. ahly byk thly, whtbqy ahly wahly twl ma ana wyak. jwy `aly ghna alhyat wyah glby ghyrh `ndy abtda....
jwy `aly qlby ghna alhyat wyah jnt glby ghyrh matmny alghram `ndy abtda. ywm jany kan `ydy hbh yjryly bwrydy la arady wmw baydy any ahbh.
dy karyzmty msh balmal balklmt wbalaf`al ana bhdr klh ykhaf wfy ay mkan wzman. ah ya sfra ya bnt alayh malk ghyrant kda lyh hswt fy `yn alhsad....
ant amnyty alwhydt wklshy ghyrk ma aryd rby la yhrmny mnk ant ya hby alwhyd. mst`d antyk al`mr wmaabkhl abklshy `lyk any mw bs mwt ahbk any....
la mn twhyt taryh wzwlh anwh wylahy alnwh wrqa `yt t`afny. kny `qb matfarqna jsd dwn rwh lw kan mat alaml `ndh f ana `adny. lyn allyaly.
hbhm ftrt wy`dy .. may brml mtbdy .. `shrthm mrd m`dy .. yadhwnk wlk klby. alyhbk kwn yhtm byk .. myjrhk wla yadhyk .. yfrhk dwm mybjyk.
wantzrtk lhd ma `mry antfy wantdrtk waljrh `and mashfy. mn yjyny allyl akhtnq wya awl njmt tbdy al`atft. wdmw`y mattfahm tfshlny kbal al`alm....
b`d maabqh alk rwh dwr alyhtwyk any byny wbyn nfsy srt akrh ahjy byk. anth asln mnthy mady mafkrt by mtt balnsbt alyh b`d ma`ndy hjy.
